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2days ONLy..but many thgs had happened>>>


Monday>>>
7am got up..
prepare evrythg..
received Nee's msg..

[THE BAD DREAM WAS JUZ BEGIN~]

she doesn't hv bus to come kp..*1
I told my mom wanna go simpang fetch her..
I was jz like exasperate a volcano..*2
fine..I said " STOP, Im not going anymore"..
finally, acc Marcus gonna fetch her..
rush bac,9.20 alr,sure will be late jor*3..
Nee n I waiting for Marcus to fetch at my hse..
Unfortunately, somethg happened..*4
hence,he cnt drive le..*5
guan tried to ask his mom..
but not allow to drive to PD too..*6
nobody anymore,im the las..
called my mom..
I knew the answ..
but I chose to against her..
waiting Marcus..
Oh no!!!~ mom arrived home,GG.com..*7 [sry to guan n nee]

Finally depart.. (but ksan them hv been waiting us for 3hr ++..so sry ..reli patient them)
Extremely dun hv mood n cnt calm dwn myself..(trying to control myself,dun wanna let them worry,muz arrive n bc safely~)
vry scare in my heart..
I jz dk y cnt she understand me..
Arrived..
my car***,haiz!!!~zzz..*8
abt 2.30pm,start..
1st to arrive on the peak,damn sienzz..
aft dt,took shower at the smelly+dirty toilet..
Derrick headache..*9
Nee hp kena water,sot jor..*10
Boys went in a toilet with SHIT inside..(disgusting)*11

Then v went to hv dinner lu..(happie family dinner^^)
aft dt,chit chat bside the beach..
lying on the beach..
ksan quite tk us, get the alas 4 us..(TQ)
shu fuk..woo~
many stars ya,ho sick,dun hv low xing..
yuan ben can slp ther..
raining wa..>< *12
slp in the car..
feed mosquito the whole nite..*13
funny Derick said kena 30++ alr..xD
abt 3am..
all woke up,cnt slp,then v went out yamcha..
aft dat,cont slp lu, but I cnt slp oso,hot+mosquitozz..

Tuesday>>>
7.30++ bac lu..
at srb finding the *****shop,but cnt dn hv at dat areazz..*14
luckily vf Marcus's daddie's help..*14-1=13
finally done..
thankiu so much u al~by my side n help me settle d prob..^^
10.46am++ arrived kp..
arrived home,dun hv keyzz..damn tired alr ahhh..feel lyk wanna die dat time..
went out to shop to get key..

mom bac..
mad on me of course..(in my expectation)
fine..
wash the sport shoe n clothes~vaccum the car,find d extension..
the c2p cupboard doors fall dwn n straight weight dwn on my toe..*14
the blood spilt out on the floor..(shockingO.o)
my tears drops lyk raining..
pain daoooooooooooooooooooooooooo..(dun wan choi me stil ask me to diezz)
aft vaccum,my toe stil keep bleeding,reli vry pain..
drive out myself gonna see doc,walao..2clinics oso closed..*15
mei bian,bac..start washing the car..
thk of calling Guan or Marcus come fetch me see doc aft i fin wash de..
unexpectedly,they appear suddenly(pass the w1max 2me)..
so,aft dat Marcus n zai pui me see doc..(TQ) ishh..dun wan choi me i stil gt frd..blek><
bac,pack thgs,eat some cakes..
went out yamcha..
abt 11pm bac KL lu..
1am arrived..
tdy morning c2p aunt "WAT" me n blaming me ..
well..dun let me find ant job btr thn ths,if no,I wil leave for sure..zz

3more days to go..
seriously u ths time..
okie..
xue er..
cn imagine hw u r going bac to KL on sunday n the coming days..T__T

somehw i feel ths is not a happie trip..ishhh...
watever la..Happie time past so fast...unforgettable memory..~ 1st time climb moutain..9s exp^^

byeSs..beach..sure wil go again if gt chance haha..~

bad luck go awayyy>>SHoOooo~...gud luck comes quicklyyy~^^

~x . x~

Are u..??
Am I..??? ..Yea..I thk I do..
Wil u..?
I thk u wun..
1st time..? yea..for me..I do see u ...1st time..
Trying hard to..but I GU few times..bcx I promised myself not to be ... anymore..?
Keep finding excuse to ... u? In between Assist or Ignored..??
I typed the msg..
Finally..I deleted..
yea~sometimes I thk I should..sometimes I thk I shouldn't..Im a little bit out of my mind..
Inconceivable~~~
Sometimes I thk u deserved it..
Though I feel Pain to U..

Should I ..u?
I stil doubts..
Well..
Juz go across it..
Hope it wil be fine..

><

~ Lame~

Im sitting in the office since 8.30am early in the morning..
I hv ntg to do..
sitting here..
vry bored..
watching outside..
many cars passing through..
go here n ther..
i wish if i could drive my Little Myvi loitering on the road..
my mind stil full of ques mark..
i wish if I could live in a smal jungle..
enjoy the peaceful of world..
juz like Elinia..
my dream land..
or mayb some cute town or city in maple story..
loving it..
wat I wish dat wil nvr be the truth..
NeVer haD a Dream Com3s True..

such a work like wat im doing..
i dk whether is gud or bad..
oways sitting in the office..
at the end of month receive the salary..
but one thg i noe is..
the salary is more thn it should be for me..
since im not reli helping much on it..
but y my aunt said nid a helper??..
mayb im here juz to help for somthg silly..
like typing hundreds hari raya cards for those banks n malay customers..
wat to do?..
no choice..

cnt imagine..
hw am I going to pass three more months ++..
and hurt..
one aunt told my mom..
ur daughter working nw..
aft dat she wil tell u she doesn't wan to cont her study..
whn i heard..
heart jz vry bu shuang,weird feeling generated..
does anyone understand my feeling??..
i wish i could study nw too..
and the aunt is the one WHo i respect the most..
dun understand y she would say dat..
out of my expectation..

okie okie..stil vry sien nw..
at least writing ths lame post used up a little bit time..
cont watching outside cars passing ba..
the the smal flags fluttering..
>.<..

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY..MUI MUI~

tdy is ur birthday..
althought oways scold u..
but no matter hw , u r my sis..ths is truth dat wil nvr chg until the end of my life..
las week i begun to thk abt ur bday plan alr..
but..
finally I cnt make it too..
no matter hw..
wish u HaPPY 14th Birthday ya~hope u can feel my heart..
JJ cnt pui u celebrate ur bday lu..
So SRYyyy..

and oso my 2nd bro bday..
coming soon..
4th of sept..
cnt celebrate vf u too..
Happy 16th Birthday in advance ba~

haiz..mei bian..at Kl...>.<
buy cake oso cnt deliver bac..zzz

LovesS..Muackzz..bday kiss...^^