Saturday, June 26, 2010

I goT You "U goT me"


Go ahead and say goodbye


I'll be all right


Go ahead and make me cry


I'll be all right


And when you need a place


To run to


For better or worse


I got you

is.....

U got mii :>

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

sry


4giv me..
is not acting cool ..
is not angry..
is not showing temper..
not anythg else..
is jz..
i noe myself~

im EQ ZERO
somebodie..
and somethgs..
made me moody..
made me sad..
made me lost..
and so..
I jz stop..
cx i noe if i cont..
thn i wil say somthg nonsense and huRT u agn..
i wil lost control..
and therefore i btr stop the conversation vf u~
thx anyway..

=x

super duper unhappie week ~~

=[


=X
Can you pls don treat me in such a way ???
Do you noe u made me HATE you somtimes?
Am I really a TOOL for you?
U wil just find me whn u need me ~!!
seriously, I dk what's on ur mind..
Im doubts..aM I ur Best frd? or mayb FRd??
well..
I noe..evrythg I do for u ..shi wo zi yuan de..
duo yu..
Im feeling bad to hate u kay?!
okie..im mad ..~...

FRdss? go away..HaT3~!!
mommie..
babie..
my family..
I miss u al so much..
i dunno why..
I jz miss ~
Im tiring facing the ppl here..
fakE and lies oways..
im helpless..
im confused..
im lost..
I feel so stress abt my study right now..
=[
I miss hom3..
I nid a shoulder..T.T

and
I HATE YOU NOW~!!


Sunday, June 20, 2010

DAMN YOU~!!!!

ShIt LA U~!!!
wtf ARE U TALKING~!!!
NONSENSE~!!!
BRAINLESS~!!
WAN ME TO TELL U THN ONI U WAKE~!!!
DONT U THK U OWAYS EAT PPL THG N USE PPL THG IS OVER???
U WAN ME TO TELL U" HEY GURL, CAN U AND UR FRDS PLS DON EAT MY THG OWAYS?"OH NOT,SHOULD SAY EVRYDAY~!!!!!THEN ONI U WIL STOP DOING THIS?
I GET THOSE THG FOR FREE?
DON'T U THK IM OSO USING MY OWN MONEY TO BUY?!!

GO HELL LA
U ARE WORSE THAN BEGGAR
EVEN BEGGAR WIL OPEN THEIR MOUTH N ASK
AND U?!!!
FUCKING POOR?????
IF YA,GO BAC UR JUNGLE AND GET FRUITS THER~!!!
DON OWAYS "STEAL PPL DE THG TO EAT"..

XIA SUI`!!!!
ACT THIS AND THAT..ROBBERY LA..WT LA..WHOLE HSE TENNANTS ARE AL DAMN FAN GAN TOWARDS U ALR~!!
WAKE LA..BRAINLESS ACTRESS~!!!
WE ARE TRYING TO GET U OUT OF US ~!!!! STUPID STUBBORN~!!!!!
STIL TAKE 2 PACKS RETURNS TO ME SAYING THOSE FUCKING EXCUSE POSTING THE RIDICULOUS POST?!!!
DAMN YOU~!!!
EVEYTIME U ACT LIKE INNOCENT!! YOU ARE NOT IN DEED~!!!!!
IF U RELI LIKE TO ACT SO MUCH, PLS LA GO AND BE AN ACTRESS PLS~!!!
DON ACT IN FRONT OF ME ~!!
TMD~!!
U ARE MAKING THE WHOLE HSE PPL ANTI U RYT NOW~!!
DON'T U NOE?
><"
IM RELI GONE MAD~!!!!!
U ARE MAKING ME FEELING DAMN SUCKSS AND UNHAPPIE NOW~!!
I NOE I SHOULDN'T ANGRY BCX OF U THIS LAPSAP~!! BUT I JZ CNT CONTROL BCX I DON LIKE QUARREL ..I DON USED TO HATE PPL`!!
AND U ARE MAKING ME IN DAT WAY~!!!

ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY ><
U GONNA EXPELL FRM THIS HSE SOON`!!
I W8 AND SEE~!!!!
THE BEST ACTRESS EVER~!!!
@%#^%*&)*)!q#!^(*)~!!!!
XIN RUAN ~!! I WAS WRONG~!! NEVER XIN RUAN TO U THIS KIND OF LAPSAP~!!!!!
I PROMISE~! I WUN ANYMORE~!!
U LEAVE ASAP AND I WIL FEEL BETTER ~!!!

"
I reli don know is that God punishing u have this kind of disease for ur entire of life. KARMA! I believe in karma because i saw the karma turn to u when u born to this world."
WAKAO..RELI SPEECHLESS TO U~!!! UR HEART RELI POISONOUS~!! IT'S SO HORRIBLE~!! OH WELL I GOT THS DISEASE..BUT IM HAPPIE ~!!!! NOT LIKE U..GET TO ACT OWAYS ONI CN GET THOSE FAKE FRDS~!!!!

U DICK FACE~!!!!! ><"
Although we lapsap, we beggar but better than somebody love to complain n LIE ! I though this house is everyone, not yours only. If u dont trust ppl in this house then can live in the jungle without anyone human or else u can shut ur dirt mouth BITCH!

IM BITCH?!!! DIE LA U...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arwwwwwwwwwyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!
BULLYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..~!!!!!




I WANT TO CRY LOUDLY`!!!!
WHER ARE ALL MY FRIENDS~????????????????
T_T
=[

Sunday, June 13, 2010

伪装

伪装多辛苦

真的
好想
好想
好想
找一个
不认识我的朋友

我心里面
全部
所有
一切的
秘密
告诉他或她
好让我不用憋得那么辛苦
...

心好冷

...

Sunday, June 06, 2010

2nD Tim3 & 3rD Tim3

It's not easy..
I was trying to settle my mood ~!!
I thought I was okie..
well..
When You talked about it agn vf me..
YUP..the WAR began agn~!!
YA~!!
I m dat kind of ppl~!!
I cnt endure when I feel Im on the right side~!!
I wil refute~!!
you feel that the time I refute mean I m wrong alr~!!
wHere this theory come frm?!!! ><"
finE..
U made me Cried in frnt of oth frd agn~!!!

Alright~!!
I keep all the saDness in my hearT~
I hav no strength to explain n fight vf u anymore~!

todae..
AwW~
PrO~!
LIsten wt ur barbarian mommie told u~!
"If the car get to repair again, im gonna take bac my CAr~!!"
GOOD~!!!!!!!!!!
VERY GOOD~!!
u TOUCh my pain agn~!
I nvr thk u wil say ths to me and nt even A WORD of consolation~!!
FINE~!!!!!
IF U AND UR GOOD MOMMIE WANNA TAKE BAC URS CAR, TAKE IT~!!!
I DUN MINd AT ALL~!! IT'S JUZ EVRY MONTH GIV ME MONEY ~!!
DAT RM500 I GET IT BAC~!!
I SIT TAXI EVRYDAY TO COLLEGE~!!
I SIT TAXI TO EVEYWHER I WAN`!!
I TAKE BUS N TAXI OWAYS~!!
I DON K~!!!
WHY SHOULD I CARE~!!
U ALL PAY WHAT~!!
U AL LIKE IT AND SO I DO`!!
W8 ONE DAY U SEE NEWSPPR UR SIS OR UR DAUGHTER LET INSANE TAXI DRIVER @$#%$&%&^*^*^.....THAT TIME I THK U AL WIL BE HAPPIE N SATISFY ~!!!
REALLY~!!
IM NOT TALKING JOKES~!!
IF THIS IS WHAT U WAN, I CAN TAKE IT`!!
DON SAY IM CHILDISH~!!
THIS IS WHT U AL FORCE ME TO THK~!!

SERIOUSLY..
I FEEL DAMN AGGRIEVED TO DRIVE UR PRECIOUS CAR`!!
WHENEVER SOMTHG HAPPENS, IT BECOMES A THREATEN TO ME~!!
IT HAPPENS EVERYTIME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A THREATEN~!! THE BEST THREATEN EVER~!!!

USE THE CAR TO THREATEN ME?
IS THIS THE RIGHT THG TO DO TO ME?
ENDURE ENUFF ALR~!!!
HW MANY TEARS I HAD TO HAV THIS CAR?!!!

Hav you ever und the truth b4 u judge on me?
hav u ever thk on me?
the moment i saw the car...hav u ever care abt me?hw loss was I?
hw pain am I whn u said that to me?!!
im reli crying in my heart~!!
my tears ...
I couldn't express anythg oth than crying..
evrytime..
u feel frustrated..
did i pour cold water to u?
thk urself ~!!!!!!!!

BUT thx GC~!!
I do learn somthg frm u`
I wil keep in mind wt U havE told me ~!!
thankx~!!!

thanx al my frds~
but I need time~
don worry i wil be alright~!!

okie fin crying~!!
I wil be btr ~!!
YES I DO~!!



Thursday, June 03, 2010

ENOUGH`!!

I AM A BLACK SHEEP
WHENEVER WHN IM THERE
I JZ WIL MAKE TROUBLE
MAKE ALL MY FRIENDS FEEL SAD
FEEL BAD
I NOE
SORRY MY FRIENDS
IM JZ OWAYS MAKE U GUYS NT HAPPIE
SRY SL SIM PEIYIN BZAII
SORRY..
I NOE
IM CHILDISH
IM EQ ZERO
MY TEMPER IS SUX
IM SUXSS~!!



I OWAYS DO THE WRONG THING
My driving skill is the worse..i make zai vomit..i oways make somthg happened to it...
I dunno hw to manage my temper..I oways make the ppl beside me feel badly towards me especially sim n bzaii..
I couldn't do well in my study..i make my bro worry..
I dunno hw to be a good daughter..I make u feel so fck..
AND MANY MANY THGSSSS...
SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...
I juz noe to say sorry..
im stubborn ~!!
IM THE MOST RIDICULOUS PERSON IN THIS WORLD~!!
IM NOT QUALIFY TO BE URS FRIENDS AND OSO UR DAUGHTER OR SIS~!!!!




MAKE THE WRONG CHOICE
EVEN LOVE
I LOVE THE WRONG PPL
I WIL JZ MAKE MY FRIENDS N FAMILY FEEL BADLY TO ME
I NOE
ESPECIALLY RECENTLY
SRY
MY DEAREST FRIENDS



ENOUGH..I ENDURE ENOUGH ALR..~!!!!

ALL THINGS IN MY HEART IS BURSTING~!!
I COULDNT WITHSTAND ANYMORE~!!

NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND WAT'S IN MY MIND
DON HAV TO SAY ANYTHG OR COMFORT ME
...
REMAIN SILENCE PLS
U WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND ME
NEVER
I GOT ALL MY ANSW TODAE
THX
I WUN BLAME U
CX U R NVR WITH ME ~!!!
IS JZ I WALK INTO U..I WALKED INTO THE WRONG WAY
U CAN SAY IM C2P IM BRAINLESS IM NOOB..
WTEVER ..
I DON K ANYMORE..
IM JZ A CRAZIE GURL FOR U AFT ALL~!!
FINALLY I GOT THE ASNW TODAE~!!

NTGG..
IS JZ I OWAYS NEED U
FROM NOW
I WIL LEARN TO BE ALONE
I NOE I SHOULDN'T RELY ON U
YES~!
I WIL LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU~!!

NO ONE NOE ME
REMAIN SILENCE PLSSS...

....



DRAG ME TO THE HELL~!!!!!!!!!!

sorrie al my friends~
sorrie sim, I juz reliased i was wrong ~!!
She nvr chg actually ~!!
IS ME YI XIANG QING YUAN~!!!

Sorrie Bzaii..I noe i was nt enuff calm~sorrie for evrythg.. ~!!i noe wt i do for u is oways sucksSS~!!!!!

Sorrie my bro.. i drag u in~!!!

sorrie..pei yin..i make u so unhappie on ur bday~!!

sorrieeeeeeeeeee...my BarBarian mom n DADDie~!!!!

YES~!!

WatevER oso is MY FAULT~!!!
I rather DAT FUCKER use his knife to KILL ME rather than to spoil URS PRECIOUS caR ~!!!
COME ~!!!!!!!!!!!! COME AND KILL ME ~!!!
I DON WN TO STAY ALIVE ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM RELI SO SUFFER ALR..
I SUFFER ENUFF ALR ~!!!!!!! EVRYDAY THINKING OF AL THOSE FUCK THG..IM TIRED~!!!!!
WHO NOE? U NOE?
KILL ME IF U WN~!!!
IM WILLING~!!100% ~!!!!!

Y CNT U JZ KEEP UR MIND CALM LIKE jhao parents?!!!!!!!!!!!
URS BRAIN ARE SUCKSss~!!!
AL IN UR MIND IS JZ MONEY ~!!!! CAR~!!!
UR DAUGHTER IS NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL~!!!!

FINE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DRAG ME TO THE HELL NOW~!!!!!!!!!

I M TOTALLY DISAPPOINT VF U~!!!!
MISS U SO MANY DAYS N WISH TO COME BAC HAPPIELY BUT WAT U THK IS TOTALLY f~!!!!!!
I THINK YOU TWO ARE RATHER RECEIVED NEWS THAT UR DAUGHTER IS KILLED BUT NOT THE CAR GET SPOIL~!!!


OKIE OKIE...I MAKE A WISH NOW~!!
WISH ME DIE IN FRONT OF U~!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THG U AL WN RYT?~!!!
IM LEBIH FOR U AL ~!!!
........................................................................................................................
OKIE ~!! FROM NW ON I WUN BAC OWAYS ~!!!
HATE U ~ HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE~!!!

I WAN TO DIE NOW~!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

烦?
烦什么?
他和它咯..唉..
突然间
很想找东西来做
这样可以避免自己胡思乱想
今天
想着想着
第一次不懂自己下了多少层
傻了
Zzz
bzaii 喊下
我也傻了一下
发现自己不懂走去那里
><"
....
这个星期应该算是放假吧
因为没有ppr...
但自己也不懂可以忙什么
才不用想东想西
不停提醒自己
“要开心~!!!”
“坚强”“我可以做到~!!!
谁又懂我内心的痛??~!!!!
...

默默承受
我一定可以~!!!
只要你好
我怎样也无所谓...

要笑,不要哭=)

累~~