× Ｔ．Ｔ 》。《 ＺＺＺ ×

#很旧没有写BLOG了，因为真的太烦了，不想把问题都写出来，让朋友觉得我很烦。。。所以索性自己烦就够了。。。他们也只能给我精神上的支持。。。但我一定不会忘记“ＹＯＵ　ＳＴＩＬ　ＨＡＶ　ＵＳ”。。。所以每次都用这句话来安慰自己。。。因为我知道你们永远会“撑”我！！！＃


在GUAN & ＡＨ　ＺＡＩ要离开时，好不容易说服自己，他们终有一天会离开。。。
然后就到ＪＨ，很难过，所以他们走后，我都有不时ＳＭＳ问候他们，因为我真的很想念他们。。。

现在，听到他们说ＡＨＢＯＹ＆　ＧＣ又快要离开了，原本我以为我应该会离开这里去马六甲先，哪里知道，遇到放假，还是要我看着他们先离开。。。ＯＭＧ～之前一直跟自己说：“还有ＳＵＳＵ，ＡＨＢＯＹ，ＢＩＬＬＹ，ＧＣ，ＡＨＫＡＮ，ＳＩＭ在，应该不会寂寞吧，又想到他们要去读书了ＷＯＨ，没有啦，没有啦，没有酱快，骗自己，明明他们已经快要走了！”。。。

喝茶时，他们才去读书大概两个星期，就说懒惰回来了，说回来很闷。。。Ｔ．Ｔ
我在想。。。Haiz。。。他们过后应该不会常回来了。。。有点HURT..T.T

ＡＨＢＯＹ＆　ＧＣ也真的要走了。。。ＫＰ只剩下我，ＳＵｓｕ，ＡＨＫＡＮ，　ＢＩＬＬＹ罢了。。。Ｈａｉｚ．．因为AHSIM要参加CAMP....zzz 接下来的日子要怎样过？？？ＫＰ真的越来越少朋友了。。。～ＣＲＹ～．．．真的很伤心！！！我开始觉得怕。。。你们走时，晚上睡觉时，我的ＰILLＯＷ第二天一定又要拿去洗了，因为湿了一TAMTAM...T.T LONELY AT KP...》。《ＡＨＢＯＹ＆　ＧＣ走之前的前一天记得出来LIMTEA 呀。。。不要说 ＬＡＺＹ或ＢＵＳＹ了～　》。《even u wil cry, v wil acc u cry together Too~

Ｈａｉｚ．．．我开学后更惨。。。每天要早早起床，每天都要读书，做功课。。现在的我，心都不懂飞去哪里了ＬＵ～我连有没有时间去ＳＨＯＰＰＩＮＧ都不敢想，我只祈求能有时间让我上网玩玩下都已心满意足。。。我们里面，ＢＩＬＬＹ应该是最迟开学的。。。不过我想他应该不会ＳＩＥＮ，因为ＤＲａｇｏｎ要开了，我们不在时，他还可以玩ＧＡＭＥ度过六月。。哈哈。。。不过开学后就要加油ＬＵ～虽然我和ＳＵＳＵ先走，不过ＦＲＩＤＡＹ一定回来看你啊。。ＧＡＴＨＥＲＩＮＧ～ＡＨＳＩＭ虽然读ＴＭＳ．．．不过也ADD OIL 啦！！！

不管我多么痛恨和生气自己为什么不能读私人，但听到我哥哥讲他的朋友因为穷所以不能继续读DEGREE...被逼辍学先去做工。。。我觉得自己已经很幸福了。。。谁叫自己选到酱KCK的COURSE >.< 唯有尽自己能力读好它LU~我也不想让支持我的朋友与家人失望！！！

ME, AH BOY, BILLY, JIE HAO, SULI, CARMEN, SUSU, AH GUAN, AH ZAI,JS, BAI DAN, DERRICK, PEI YIN, AH SIM, GC, AH KAN,KYLIE, BYRON,MJ,ＥＮＧＹＥＥ， KAP NA, AH HONG....【太多了，没有写到不代表我不重视你们呀，你们永远在我心中………】

ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳＨＩＰ　ＦＯＲＥＶＥＲ　友谊万岁　！！！

等你们回来一起上芙蓉看 TerMINATOR SALVATION 呀 ！！！

× 爱我别走 ×

Ugrh~
这一刻还是来临了!

bcx js, guan and ah zai wan leave tmr..so tdy morning v go hv breakfast 2gether..then susu plan go choing K at bahau..haha..but boys go da ji 1st in the aftnoon~

nite yuan ben i said fetch de..but..haiz..dun wan say la..unhappy thgs..then susu,ah boy n billy drive lo~v sing til 11pm then bac le..nite le so v cnt sing too late..haha..but vry hapi though..

aft bac kp lim tea at upwell ther...omg..my heart is vry bu she de whn i saw js leave..T.T看着他离去的背影！！！T。T

although he oways sai me..but he is really vry kind to me...to evryone too....go anywher he oso take k of me..whn study..he oways teach me..nvr ve selfish..i dun hv chance to study vf him together le...T.T and i like to see his funny face..as he like to do funny action make all ppl laugh haha...Js..among them u r the one who i bu she de the most..bcx u hv to go korea soon..omg...i dk wil u 4get me anot aft go korea..but i juz can say i wil rmb u 4ver..a best best boy friend for me in my life!!! u r the most special boy frd for me ! i dk y..juz feeling in my heart!!!!

then 一个一个看着你们离去。。。haiz..1st ah zai...then ah guan....i really cnt control my feelings...during the journey bac frm bahau..i keep thinking can the time stop?y they muz leave?y v nid to hv future?y cnt jian jian dan dan guo sheng huo?i keep thinking abt them..i feel sad...dk wat they thk la..i juz keep quiet in car..bcx i knw ths time reli last..nex time seldom n hard to hv chance go bahau ply like ths le....T.T

tmr guan wan leave in the morning le..yuan ben b4 he leave can go see him de say bye..bcx near jor...haiz..but tmr i nid go srb..i thk cnt le..ah guan..c ya le!!! T.T ah zai n js oso..bye !!!

bac home le..tmr nid go srb.bro ask me to slp earlier..actually quite tired..but cnt even slp whn i thk they hv to leave tmr...althought is not wat sheng li si bie..but oso a kind of bie li..i feel vry sad !!!! haiz..T.T

haiz..cnt avoid ba~hope they can bac to kp evry week~
~ah guan..got bac sms me..i go to fetch u out lim tea ya..haha...^^

FRIENDSHIP 4VER..DK WHEN nid to repeat this chang mian again..haiz...

dun 4get each oth..keep in touch~

朋友，爱我可以别走吗？answ is: cannot..bcx v hv to fight for our own future~
爱我别走是假的！骗人的！cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......................

× BBQ ~gathering^^ ×

【迟写了，哈哈，因为这几天忙着train warrior>>>Dragonica:-XD】

原本差点开不成lu~luckily friday midnite me, ah boy, billy, JH 4466 cak dim 了..kiki~
I settle chicken, ah boy n Jh buy oth food, billy find fork..haha

9/10/2009 >> SAturDaY
damn tired~alomost天光oni slp,but set 6am alarm to get up,bcx wan to ask mom to buy chicken but..stop the alarm n continue to slp..醒来时..omg..7am le..冲出房间 "ma,帮我买30只鸡，今天BBQ要!还可以买到吗？" mom:"你都多余的，我去巴刹回来了咯！” omg!!! "har! 酱..." mom:"huiyo,跟你打电话去订啦！” phew~ luckily^^
回房继续睡,set 9am wake up ye chicken...

call to ask my cousin ye chicken de recipe..actually in heart vry scare..bcx i promise them i wil settle it..but i reli nvr ye chicken b4...and got recipe doens't mean easy to do..many oth thgs nid to do to ye chicken...i sms susu hope she can help me ye together as she said she knew...but..no reply de..sure slp la..sien..sms ask gc help..no reply too...disappoint,最需要你们，你们却不在我身边...T.T 算了，怎样都要ye好它! run out of time le...cant delay anymore..call my sis get up and help me...

wah,me such a big big gal 1st time wash chicken..omg..damn queasy!!! mian mian de!!! mom oways scold me ask me to learn i oso nvr touch..nw bcx of my dear friends, i 亲自动手tiam~【see, i 疼 u al so much..haha】
those chicken stil got fur de..nid check then remove it...diok garlic n onion til my tears coming out..zz..sis help to remove the fatty layers..xie xie her tiam..help me alot...then mix the ingredients and put into fridge ! "worry dat the chicken not enuff salty or too salty.." bu guan le..try my best jor..eat le du zi tong dun blame me..

yoyo~vry tired..alomost fainted le..bcx mayb not enuff slp...

yea~ finally go BBQ lo...oni few ppl came le..quickly 烧鸡eat see got weird smelling anot...原本i said wun eat de..but 1st time i ye chicken myself leh..sure muz eat one lo..haha..susu烧alr..ate..i ask her okie anot....phew~luckily she said nice tiam..haha.thankiu^^ ah sim eat dao nearly fall to the drain tiam..haha..kidding la...sit too near drain le..XD
yea~finally..most ppl oso say tasty n 香..haha.vry hapi..hope they not tam me la..成功了..yeah..有很大的成就感，看到他们吃到酱开心，有很大的满足感..haha..^^ ant hapi thgs is can meet suli, JH and ah zai again..bcx long time din see them le..haha..

*hope u al bac wun du zi tong la...XD and thx byron too..help me borrow the lu^^

vry late le..v start to clean up those thgs...then me, pei yin n billy go wash the fork n plates..aft dat..i fetch guochen , sim n guan bac lu~alr 1am tiam..bath then i ply dragonica alone until 4am ba i thk...meet derrick ..then train him together vf billy til 4.57am..omg..go slp jor~tired..!!! ply whole day alr..yeah..so happy !!!!

T.T dun knw when got chance to BBq again le...>.<

× 下雨天 ×

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
有谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实
没有我你分不出那些差別
結局還能多明顯
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不出那些差別
結局還能多明顯
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不出那些差別
結局還能多明顯
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

每次听这一首歌，第一个想起的人一定是你....但是我爱的人却不是你！
因为你，我第一次听了这首歌！
还记得好几次上课时，你在我的笔记本上写下了几句这首歌的歌词。。
那时我不知道这首歌的存在！
我想可能是你在想念着谁吧...
过后，你才告诉我这是一首歌的歌词...
每次载我回家时，你的车播的一定是这首歌，慢慢地，我喜欢上它了。。。
所以，一个星期五回KP时，我就自己dl了这首歌...

现在...
每当听到这首歌...
you are oways on my mind....
but actually i thk of HIM....bcx he is the one dat I luv !!!
and u r juz oni the one who let me knw the existance of such a song dat suit my mind.....

× Thankiu , dear friends ! ×

I dk why i stil hv courage to fetch them out ! actually, whn billy sms me and said he cum fetch me, dat time i feel scare to drive alr...but i dk why, i straight away tell him no nid i go myself! mayb 不甘心! i wan to drive!!! even i dk..i can learn! why bcx of a mistake, i should GU?evrytime whn i wan to go anywher like jog or ply bal, u scold m bcx u said i giv u trouble! so i tell myself i muz learn to drive!!! i din thk so much le..ask papa reverse car out..he scold me..i juz ignored...

then i long gai a while in taman to calm myself down..then billy said fetch them...he dare to sit tiam~i go 2 his hse but he din cum out..i thk he sure washing plate..then go fetch guan 1st...
yuan lai he knew jor>. <

"did u on the light?"..guan asked..i said dk..quickly on..psps....at 1st billy dk wat happen,so he oso blur wat guan said to me..zzz..then knew le..OMG!!! i stil dare to fetch them!!! i dk..mayb in my mind..i trust they wil help me ! they giv me 安全感!

finally,ah guan and billy be my coacher alr !!! haha..i thk they sure vry scare whn sit in my car..juz dun wan make me nervous !!! baidan sure vry scare..haha..hw can xue er 驾车技术so bad de?!! haha..anyway,thankiu ! i wil 加倍努力学好驾车! prove to her..dn wan let her kan xiao le..haha..【say is easy,do is hard】hope so ba !!!!

I DK HW TO REVERSE CAR !!! T.T zzz

yuan ben at ah boy hse, but carmen ask me lim tea,but i not dare drive to fetch her alone le..so they all accompany me go..teach me turn the car..haha..psps..i'm so stupid !!! omg..6ppl in one myvi !!! haha...*dun tell my family i fetch u al oh..juzkeep it secret!if no~her几十个人.....dun wan 罪加一等了。。crash le stil dare fetch...>.<

yea~ah guan~u stil hv us !!! okie ba..mayb like carmen said..they scold is for my own gud!!! be hapi..xue er....不花也花了...骂也被骂了...哭也哭过了...还有一班好朋友撑我! the god stil take care of me ..haha!!! yea~ watch movie..!!!


sry..js!!!!

*对我失去信心了吧？haiz...I luv u though i say i hate u! bcx i cnt live without u!!! sry!!!

THANKIU , MY DEAR DEAR FRIENDS..MUACKZZ...^^

× Hate U !!! ×

rmb wat u told me b4???...u said "crash nvm,most important is u r safe !!!" rmb wat u told ppl:"muz brave to drive, if no, got license oso useless!..yalo,i told her(me) be brave to drive!"

"drive la, drive la !" is u giv me 信心 的！！！but nw, U R OSO THE ONE who make me fall into the DEEP DEEP HOLE !!!

at the beginning i told myself, nvm, mama wun scold ba...mayb juz ngam,mayb ask me whther got injurd anot?!"Bcx u told me dat b4! but i was totally wrong !!!! i wil never believe u anymore! 原来你重来没有改变过！！！！las time whn bro crash, u said cry wat?nvm wat~crash le then take to repair la ! i din scold u la! at the end, u keep scolding!!! u told all the ppl in ths world! especially those ur 狗眼看人低的sis n bro!!!

nw my turn, u even 过分!!!! i told u, but wat is ur response??!!! u scold me nt even one second u stop! keep on scolding! said i fetch 几十个frd,i oni fetch one frd ..is ONE FRD!!!!juz bcx i scare so i find him to accompany me !!!! only him!!!!几十个frd???!!!!!! u dun even giv me a chance to explain!!!! u din ask abt me !!! u juz keep on scolding!!! 我想的吗??? i purposely do that???!!!! u start to say abt all the bad thg....say abt oth thgs dat 没有关系的！！！！HOT 我！！！！！ am I a human??!!! i dun hv feeling ?!!! 1st time i make the mistake...u din comfort me but keep scolding me?!! do u thk i am not scare ?!!!! my heartbeat is stil increasing !!! but hv u ever care abt me??!!! NO! NO ! NO! i feel hapi to crash ur car??? i reli dk u..my frd whn they crash, more serious than me...but did their parents scold them??!!! is totally opposite frm u!!! Not I LET YOU DOWN !!! IS YOU MAKE ME VRY VRY VRY DISAPPOINT !!!! I WUN BELIEVE WAT U SAID ANYMORE !!!! i knw ..nw u r going2 bahau..u wil tell abt ths incident to all rubbish aunt , uncle n cousins!!!! tell the whole world!! say i hvt knw hw to walk but want to fly le!!!! okie..nvm..juz go ahead !!!! I HATE YOU!!!!! HATE YOU !!!! 一次又一次地伤害我！！！ i din mean dat i did ntg wrong..i knw is my fault..but u drive car ten years ++ alr...but me..oni few days !!!! if i don't drive, don't crash, i wil automatic knw to drive well???!!!!! I RELI HATE YOU !!!! Y U JUZ KNW TO SCOLD AND NVR THK OF OTH PPL FEELING !!! I SHOCK TO SEe UR RESPONSE..IS TOTALLY DIFFRENT FRM WAT U TOLD ME B4 !!! I FEEL FRUSTRATED! SAD! The scary feeling is stil remain in my mind!!! but u make me even sad !!!!

i'm so sry to make u frighten !!! i'm sorry ! I wun fetch u le !!!! SRY !!!! T.T

FINALLY,I UNDERSTAND Y U CRIED WHEN U CRASHED LAS TIME !!! BUT I'M NOT WEAK AS YOU ! I WUN EVEN DROP A TEARS IN FRONT OF HER ! IT'S NOT WORTH AT ALL!!!


EXTREMELY BAD MOOD NOW !!!! SAD !!!!