￥ c2p mood ￥

Zz..sien sien...going bac later...begin to feel scare on driving up n dwn frm kl to kp..zZ

tmr hv to start work again le..T.T...

not coming bac ths weekend...-.-...be ZAI NV again whn go ther..no internet..no frd..no fun..jz WORK n SLP..=.=.. =)

my dear dear frds ya..ths weekend if free come 2 kl..find me n v go out ply ya..xixi..Miss u al..1 week ++ cnt see u al liao...=)

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......siennnnnn....>.< my mood...suddely happy..suddenly saddd..omG..thk too much ??..sot jor..zzz

￥ big presSur3 ￥

终于体会到了...
原来做工是那么辛苦....
但..
这个很早就懂...
只是没有真正体会过...
令我最不开心的是..
原来跟自己的亲戚打工更压力...T_T


all are insurance de thg...those thg i hate the most n nvr try to understand it...
bt nw..
no choice...
i hv to learn..
one business involve hundred thousands $$$....hw scare I am?
cnt even make a smal mistake..if no...GG.com >.<
and wake up early in the morning..work until 7pm..non-stop..
i tot wil hv some time let me study or wat..
omg~ hv lunch oso hv to w8 no ppl oni can go out ..
during journey bac home..jammmmmmmmmm..8pm++ arrive home..
eat + bath..9pm alr..evryday repeat the same thg..
wat a meaningless life style at ther???zz
hw tired I am...zz


go n hang out vf frds...."bac earlier .." their best excuse "WORRYYYYYYYYYY" -.-
no matter tell u al wher i go n wat i do u al nvr agree 1...
nowadays...teenage bcx of study lose their tong nian alr..
go out late ply ply oni thg v relax..lyk dat u al oso wanna bother???
dun u al thk u al are too selfish??? wher is our freedom???...zzz

nex year...whn i study...i dun wan to stay vf any relatives...
stay at ppl de hse got a big big pressure..somemore is rich de..more cham~rules many..
hope can stay tgt vf frds outside..i can go out whenever i lyk..
i can bac home no matter hw late it is...
do wat i lyk..
even drunk le bac home oso nobody wil scold me..yeah~

and many many prob..
study la...
family la...
my health la..
u la..
haiz..
ytd damn sadddddddd.....dwn..cry alone in the room...T_T dk y...
suddenly feel lonely n scare..zz
many thgs appear in my mind...
miss my frd so much....
hen xiang go out ah..
luckily meet ah zai in msn..
thankiu ya ah zai..
reli gam dong ytd..
tdy bac le...
go out limtea..quite happy geh...
but bac le oso same..haiz..
and dat day happen de thg i stil cnt put dwn..T_T
damn sad n pspsssssssssssssssssss ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
c2p c2p c2ppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp...-.-


haiz...
dk la..nw juz can step forward...cont my life...
hope i can do it well...god bless~



WHYｍｙ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｓｏ　ｓｕｃｋｚｚ　ｏｎｅ？？？　

~ why???~

eee...
frm friday, went to kl ply vf ah sim them le....
3 days 2 nite..stay at bai tan hse this 2 nitez..haha..
actually quite happy geh..can vf my dear dear best frds ply again...but...haiz...y??
and i realized 1 thg: yuan lai whn a ppl *****, he or she wil stil thking abt the prob...nvr 4get..cnt even 4get...make u lyk more near to the prob...
when i....,although is ....,but my mind stil thking of those prob...feel vry fan...
is juz aft dat,u wil slp or like fainted...aft dat..whn u wake up, the prob is stil ther....>.<

wat make me more sad is...the feeling comes bac to me again aft i bac...
why?? why?? why??? who can tell me why?? ...im suffering..T_T
plsss...y??i realized i nvr put down...

todae,i come to kl again le...zZz during the journey, i cnt concentrate..dk y..juz feel moody...my heart feel vry painzz..sadd...my eyes like wanna close..mayb not enuff slp...but i keep tell myself cnt slp ahh..cnt slpp..since my grandma at my car too~ zz
finally arrived sunway...w8 at my 5th aunt hse til nw le..my 2nd aunt stil hvt come n bring me..zZz

damn sien at here..all adults geh..no one can talk to me..alr sadddd....stil nobody can chat vf me..ahhhh....haiz..~ u arrrrrrrrrrrr...........pls dun appear on my mind le.....T_T
whn can I get away frm ths feeling??? saddddddddddddd......

~Urgh...~ suffering bcx of u...why???? y ths world hv LOv3 such thg?? why love can make ppl feel sweet but oso feel suffer??? why??? if wan I choose frdship or LoV3..i rather choose frdship..

my study..??? haiz...sometimes tell myself...decided alr juz do it..w8 ba~ but whn i see all my frds are busy abt their assignment,i wil feel lonely...feel saddd..y all my frds are studying but me....i waste a lot of time...should i go ucsi?or sunway? sunway no nid take muet n oni 1 year...and.....
many prob ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
going to mad alr.....dat's y... I.....mayb....haiz....


feel vry bu shuang in my heart....-.- dk wt im thking...T_T mayb i hv to totally leave u thn oni i can 4get abt the feellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll....4get abt u...............

￥ by3 MHs ￥

Finally..i decided to leave MHS..quit f6..tdy, is the las day i went to MHS...[sad+happy] my feeling~O.O


all my classmates are vry sad bcx of my leaving...they feel vry bu she de..haiz..
i nvr thk i wil be so sad actually..since they are al sot sot geh..
but tdy..zzz..reli quite bu she de..stay vf them almost 2 months alr..


aft informed thc...take le photo thn i ponteng bac le...pack my thgs prepare to bac lu~
damn tired..1st time pack so many thgs alone..almost gg..zz..
aft they fang xue,go hv lunch tgt...then bac lu~ haiz..finally i reli cry liao..>.<


sry ah...susu..u r not alone..anythg,anytime oso can call me..gah yao noe?!..best of luck~








take k lu~my frens....mayb our yuan fen juz dat 浅..gud luck la~



nw..planing my coming days..thinking of wat to do..zz...mayb got time to ply dragonica le..-.-
recently..many ppl sick..all frens muz take k ya..so dat v hv strength to go ply ths sat..haha ^^

haiz..unexpected..oways take january open sch as joke..but nw..the ppl is ME~O.O

~lalala~blank in my mind nw..-.- do wat leh?zzz..sien sien..

￥ Unforgettable dinn3r at setapak ￥

haha.. 3rd day at setapak alr...my gor ask me to hv dinner tgt vf his friends tdy..*sate culut??*b4 dat, i reject to go alr...but tdy aftnoon, my gor call me and say his friends got extra space n invite me to go tgt...zzz..my gor force me to go..zzz... mei bian lu~

gor say 5pm..i wait until 6pm++ he oni come bac...thn walk to blockB,,his frd hse...w8 n w8 n w8 they prepare..8pm++ alr..my stomach "gi~li~gu~lu" alr..>.<

they reli well prepared 1..many food ahhh...

i got idea alr la..nex time i can buy the sate sauce frm mlk then bac kp organise a sate steamboat..xixi ^^ kp gang..free v open pt eat ya..haha..quite nice...full alr..but stil gt many food left..omg~thn they ply cards ,who got the smallest n highest num hv to eat..wah..T.T i kena 2times le...reli wan to vomit le..vry vry vry full ahhh..T.T 1st time feel eat oso wil tired..jz nw vry vry hungry..nw vry vry vry full..zz

although strange to gor's frds..but they all nice oso..xixi..gals group took a photo~red cloth guy(organiser) suddenly come de..xixi~

10.30pm++..bac home lu~phew..damn full...reli feel scare liao..not dare eat ths kind of food temporary..zz...bathe thn rest lu..^^quite happy tdy..haha..special day at setapak..bcx came here evryday oso quite bored..zz

gonna slp nw..4am oni wake ba~ nitezz..^o^