Monday, August 17, 2009

~ why???~

eee...
frm friday, went to kl ply vf ah sim them le....
3 days 2 nite..stay at bai tan hse this 2 nitez..haha..
actually quite happy geh..can vf my dear dear best frds ply again...but...haiz...y??
and i realized 1 thg: yuan lai whn a ppl *****, he or she wil stil thking abt the prob...nvr 4get..cnt even 4get...make u lyk more near to the prob...
when i....,although is ....,but my mind stil thking of those prob...feel vry fan...
is juz aft dat,u wil slp or like fainted...aft dat..whn u wake up, the prob is stil ther....>.<

wat make me more sad is...the feeling comes bac to me again aft i bac...
why?? why?? why??? who can tell me why?? ...im suffering..T_T
plsss...y??i realized i nvr put down...

todae,i come to kl again le...zZz during the journey, i cnt concentrate..dk y..juz feel moody...my heart feel vry painzz..sadd...my eyes like wanna close..mayb not enuff slp...but i keep tell myself cnt slp ahh..cnt slpp..since my grandma at my car too~ zz
finally arrived sunway...w8 at my 5th aunt hse til nw le..my 2nd aunt stil hvt come n bring me..zZz

damn sien at here..all adults geh..no one can talk to me..alr sadddd....stil nobody can chat vf me..ahhhh....haiz..~ u arrrrrrrrrrrr...........pls dun appear on my mind le.....T_T
whn can I get away frm ths feeling??? saddddddddddddd......

~Urgh...~ suffering bcx of u...why???? y ths world hv LOv3 such thg?? why love can make ppl feel sweet but oso feel suffer??? why??? if wan I choose frdship or LoV3..i rather choose frdship..

my study..??? haiz...sometimes tell myself...decided alr juz do it..w8 ba~ but whn i see all my frds are busy abt their assignment,i wil feel lonely...feel saddd..y all my frds are studying but me....i waste a lot of time...should i go ucsi?or sunway? sunway no nid take muet n oni 1 year...and.....
many prob ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
going to mad alr.....dat's y... I.....mayb....haiz....


feel vry bu shuang in my heart....-.- dk wt im thking...T_T mayb i hv to totally leave u thn oni i can 4get abt the feellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll....4get abt u...............

5 comments:

  1. haha..xiang bu dao i am the first post comment ar..hehe...i also long time no write comment to u le...busy ar...haha...
    erm..actually no 1 fren is know about ur secret lo..cau u no say who r that guy be4...so we cant give u some advise..到底你该不该继续对他有感觉咯???
    y this world want hav love thing ar??haha..cau love wan replace the special friendship lo..if not,that aldy not call love,that just can say is FREN...fren cant do sweets x2 d things together..only LOVER can...so..^^
    nothing is impossible!!!u never try so u dun know the asnwer forever..although the last answer not u wan..but aldy enuf...cau u know..d answer le...

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  2. long time no post comment le... hehe^^
    really very busy on the few week...
    Ya i also support ah boy say de thing, actually no 1 fren know about ur secret...
    But i think LOVE this thing really hard to explain, if u wan u just go lor...
    dun care about the result, this u sure wan to face this problem de... rite???
    so gan gan qu la... hehe^^
    I, ah zai support u...

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  3. ah boy & zai zai~
    eee...luckily dat day whn I...I din say out who tiam~ haha.. i dun wan2try sure got reason geh..juz u al dun understand oni...ntg i can do..juz can remain at nw de step..i cnt move futher...i noe ther wil be a sad ending if i move..zz..T_T anyway..thx ya...xixi..ah zai..make me gam dong leh..xD ^^

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  4. sapo...don think 2 much abt ur study ady...
    u had decided tat u r going 2 ICSA nex week, so y u still bother abt the sunway?..hahaha
    jz do wat ur mind wanna do !...
    o come back f6 la
    wahahahahaha
    MHS still open the gate 4 u...XD

    erm...abt ur lone hak...
    haha
    no comments... tat was wat i passing thru b4...
    tat's the feeling... although it feel pain sometimes, but tat's 1 of the process n procedure of LOVE....
    although i donno who r u talking abt ...
    but i hope u can really read ur mind clear..if u choose 2 love him deep inside ur heart, jz do it ! don force urself 2 4get him....
    gayao !!

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  5. haha..susu..not icsa la...u open de izzit?new uni? xD is UCSI...but i thk no more UCSI..watver la..i thk i wil hv an ans during ths holidays...xixi..

    yea~mayb u r true...thx anyway...~ and hw juz do it??zz..ntg i can do..zzZ

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