Saturday, August 22, 2009

¥ big presSur3 ¥

终于体会到了...
原来做工是那么辛苦....
但..
这个很早就懂...
只是没有真正体会过...
令我最不开心的是..
原来跟自己的亲戚打工更压力...T_T


all are insurance de thg...those thg i hate the most n nvr try to understand it...
bt nw..
no choice...
i hv to learn..
one business involve hundred thousands $$$....hw scare I am?
cnt even make a smal mistake..if no...GG.com >.<
and wake up early in the morning..work until 7pm..non-stop..
i tot wil hv some time let me study or wat..
omg~ hv lunch oso hv to w8 no ppl oni can go out ..
during journey bac home..jammmmmmmmmm..8pm++ arrive home..
eat + bath..9pm alr..evryday repeat the same thg..
wat a meaningless life style at ther???zz
hw tired I am...zz


go n hang out vf frds...."bac earlier .." their best excuse "WORRYYYYYYYYYY" -.-
no matter tell u al wher i go n wat i do u al nvr agree 1...
nowadays...teenage bcx of study lose their tong nian alr..
go out late ply ply oni thg v relax..lyk dat u al oso wanna bother???
dun u al thk u al are too selfish??? wher is our freedom???...zzz

nex year...whn i study...i dun wan to stay vf any relatives...
stay at ppl de hse got a big big pressure..somemore is rich de..more cham~rules many..
hope can stay tgt vf frds outside..i can go out whenever i lyk..
i can bac home no matter hw late it is...
do wat i lyk..
even drunk le bac home oso nobody wil scold me..yeah~

and many many prob..
study la...
family la...
my health la..
u la..
haiz..
ytd damn sadddddddd.....dwn..cry alone in the room...T_T dk y...
suddenly feel lonely n scare..zz
many thgs appear in my mind...
miss my frd so much....
hen xiang go out ah..
luckily meet ah zai in msn..
thankiu ya ah zai..
reli gam dong ytd..
tdy bac le...
go out limtea..quite happy geh...
but bac le oso same..haiz..
and dat day happen de thg i stil cnt put dwn..T_T
damn sad n pspsssssssssssssssssss ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
c2p c2p c2ppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp...-.-


haiz...
dk la..nw juz can step forward...cont my life...
hope i can do it well...god bless~



WHYmy life so suckzz one??? 

4 comments:

  1. gosh...
    don giv up vicky !!!
    i knw the life nw is hard 4 u...
    but its jz a beginning...
    u can adapt it n handle it well soon...
    no worries~~~!
    haha
    don so emo ...~
    T___________T
    call me up la..hahaha
    o nex week u xian ga ur parents tat u r not going back la...
    then come 2 my hse slp ...
    like wat jhao did ...
    kaka
    no pro 1 ...
    v can KING GAI till midnite tat time,,,hahaha
    syok!!
    XD
    anyway...
    our own fate is in our hand all the time...
    v r the 1 who control of destiny...
    do believe this !
    haha... gao yao ga yao !!!
    susu vil be on ur side 4eva!!

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  2. yaya..
    work quite tired..
    many thing ned worry also..
    man man lai la..
    as a experience ma..gud also d..+u+u
    not ask u eat many many oil la..haha

    yaya..
    relatives many rules d..
    haha..finally u can feel tat..
    but they maybe used it edi,so..wil alway ngam us or wat lo..
    jus tolak ansur n dun think n jie yi lot then wil nth d..
    ni ke yi de wo..haha^^
    anything ned my help jus said la..
    mlk sit bus go 5 u also mou man tai a!!!
    kaka..
    push..push...push!!!

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  3. dun think too much ya ~~~`
    ya lah ~~
    relatives is so many rules da ~~
    very hate geh ~~~~
    no nid care abt them d lah ~~~
    jia you ya ~~~~~

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  4. susu,plyboy,nee~
    thx you 3..reli thankiu^^
    i thk i hv to take time to adapt ths kinda of life...and thk abt my probssssssss...zZ..

    seriously..get urs heart alr..TQ ^^

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