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~Ugrh..~
ytd aft bac from carmen's hse, having dinner le..thn ntg to do le..lying on the sofa..took a short nap...

my mom fetch my bro n bro's frd to bahau for tui!..my sis 7am went out to tui too !left my daddy n I at hse oni! lonely! i feel vry sad whenever i thk of U...

i try to watch movie...but no mood cnt concentrate..my mind is vry confusing...nvr hv such feelings..vry lonely+bored+sad+烦恼（study)+miss u+scare to loss U...i feel vry xin ku..i pause the movie..mj sign in le..chat vf her..i asked her to go out to accompany me....went out le..bac at 12.30am...

the nex day..(today)
i went jogging vf engyee, mj and byron..again is my suggestion to go out..i try to find somthg to do to stop myself frm thinking of U...I'm so idiot! aft jogging...v went dwn ther to ply basketball...so funny..those old woman dancing ther..they on the music..wah..shocking!!! ..is jay chou de "牛仔很忙"...so in..zzz..a lot jay de song...reli shocking...XD

whn plying basketball, v met ah kan n susu..haha..aft they went to ply 'gong gong" ther, they come and join us..haha..3 v 3..finally byron,susu and ah kan team win le..haha..as they are so tall..zzz

so long din perspire like tdy le..whole body wet le..but so hapi..evrytime aft exe and perspire a lot le, i wil feel relax ..i heard ppl said aft exe wil be hapi ..so i did too^^during plying, i stil thinking of U..i thk if u can vf me nw,那该有多好!!! haiz...ply dao hand dou black le..so dirty..thn went to lim tea..eat le..thn bac home le..stay alone at home again...谢谢你们陪我! 没有那么sad le...开心了很多！发泄了!

~一个人的时候特别想你!~

～没有如果～ 梁静茹
有人说世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

我的世界末日已来到！会不会有重新复活的一天???
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